You may recognize me from a previous alter-ego, a profile named 'Kordelia' that the powers that be deleted (long story).

I'm the girl who wants to fulfill your fantasy, the one that you could never bring yourself to tell your wife about.

I mostly use RLC to make friends, to express my sexuality, and to catalog and analyze my real-life adventures as a way of understanding and coming to grips with the byzantine labyrinth that is my libido.

Because I tend to reveal too much here and to take too many chances in real life, I have to compartmentalize my life with some very rigid barriers. That means that nobody that I socialize with can know where I work (where I work regularly, I mean, not the place I do table dances at once a week), and, unfortunately, I can't have any real life contact with my RLC friends.

Sadly, that means no exchange of private emails, chat IDs, or phone numbers, no playing with cams, and NO MEETINGS UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. I'm really sorry about this because there are some people I've met in RLC that I'd really like to get to know more intimately, but the fact is that almost every time I've let someone cross one of my barriers, I've come to very much regret it.

But for me, the most important part of sex is the wanting, so you could say that I give my RLC friends the best that I've got.

Everyone, but especially older men.

I don't have much experience with women in real life, and with only a couple of exceptions it's been awkward and weird. Usually, it's a lot easier for me to be intimate with a woman if there's a man involved, or at least nearby.

However, I've found the RLC sex to be better with women, because men tend to either leave right away or become overly clingy after they cum.

It's sad in a way, but when I think about the things I'm most interested in (besides sex), I find that they're mostly things that were introduced to me by one sex playmate or another. Maybe that's because I find that sexual tension and arousal greatly enhance an activity or a conversation.

So I'm now sports, porn, talking about dating and sex, Star Trek (original series), literature, politics, etc. Or more accurately, I'm into watching sports with a couple of guys in my living room while they jerk off, giving a guy a hand job while he talks about why he prefers Star Trek to Star Wars, listening to the news while a guy eats my pussy, blowing a guy while he talks about how he used to masturbate while thinking of his big sister, etc.

It's amazing how interesting "boring" people can be when they talk about what's really on their minds, and what they really think and believe, and the best way to get them to open up is to bring them to the brink of orgasm.

Lolita ('97), House of Yes, Kama Sutra ('96), Basic Instinct, Wild Orchid, Road House, Monster's Ball, Angel Heart, Body Double, Wild Things, Showgirls, Black Snake Moan.

Caligula gets an honorable mention. It's an absolutely horrible movie, but it's so much fun for first dates. Guys get so turned on by the fact that they're sitting with a girl, watching a supposedly serious movie that's actually a hardcore porno, and at the same time they're made so uncomfortable by the constant sight of guys jerking off and by the gay rape. If I'm feeling really bad, I'll give the guy a blow job during that scene.

One other honorable mention is for Fast Times At Ridgemont High. I thought the scene where Phoebe Cates catches Judge Reinhold fapping was incredibly erotic. If I had been her, I definitely would have stuck around for the finish.